A few weeks ago, I scrolled past a video of a mom on a sunrise hike, coffee in hand, captioned "living my best life." I was standing at my kitchen counter at the time, eating the last few bites of my kids' leftover dinner, mentally listing everything I still hadn't done. I laughed a little, and then I felt a quiet ache. It wasn't jealousy exactly. It was the realization that I couldn't remember the last time I had felt truly energized, not just busy.

Maybe you know that feeling. You love your family deeply. You're doing all the "right" things. And yet you're tired in a way that sleep doesn't touch, a little more irritable than you want to be, and somehow less like yourself than you were a year or two ago.

My friend, that might not be a personal failure. It might be burnout. And the good news is that burnout is something we can recognize, recover from, and even prevent, especially if we start before the busiest season of the year arrives.

What Burnout Really Is

Burnout is one of those words we use casually, but it's hard to define well. At its core, burnout is chronic stress that hasn't been managed. It tends to show up in three ways: exhaustion, a growing sense of cynicism or distance from the people and things you care about, and a feeling that nothing you do is making much of a difference.

When I'm burnt out, I notice that I hide a little. I almost put myself in time-out. It isn't shame, exactly. It's more like, "I can't even handle myself right now." I'm just not my best self, and I know it.

For parents, researchers describe something called parental burnout. It looks like exhaustion specifically in the parenting role, emotional distance from your kids (and often your spouse), a loss of fulfillment in family life, and feeling like a different parent than you used to be. If you've ever thought, "I used to be so much more patient," or "I used to enjoy this more," you're not alone, and you're not broken.

You're Not a Bad Car. You're Out of Gas.

I'm going to use an analogy that's been used many times, because it works. Think about your car. If the gas tank is empty, the car won't get you to your appointments. You wouldn't stand in the driveway yelling at it for being lazy or unreliable. You'd fill it up.

As I said on the podcast, "You shouldn't be mad at the car because the car can't get places. It just needs fuel."

So many of the parents I work with carry enormous shame about what they can't get done: the laundry, the dishes, dinner, work, homeschooling, carpools, church responsibilities, and everything in between. But burnout isn't a character flaw. It's what happens when your output consistently exceeds your replenishment. You've been driving on fumes for a long time.

Here's where it gets tricky. Many of us will say, "But I do things for myself. I read. I walk. I go to the gym." And then, when we look a little closer, the gym is just another box to check. We rush through it, answer emails on the treadmill, and hurry out to the next thing. The activity is there, but the refueling isn't happening. When the things that used to restore you stop working, that's often a sign that you need something more.

Signs You Might Be Burnt Out

Burnout can sneak up on us, so it helps to know what to watch for. Ask yourself honestly whether any of these sound familiar:

• You're exhausted, and rest doesn't seem to fix it.

• You feel irritable, cynical, or numb toward your family or work.

• You catch yourself using escape behaviors like scrolling, spending, snacking, or binge-watching.

• You notice physical signs such as poor sleep, headaches, or getting sick more often.

• You feel apathetic, flat, or hopeless.

That last point matters. Burnout and depression often overlap, and they can feed each other. Burnout tends to be tied to a specific role, like parenting or work, while depression tends to color everything. If your symptoms feel pervasive, or if you're experiencing hopelessness, please reach out to a mental health professional. Getting support is a sign of wisdom, not weakness.

For me, fall is an important time to pay attention. As the days get shorter and we head into seasonal depression season, I notice I start to feel restless. And when I'm restless and burnt out, retail therapy tends to creep in. A few extra things in the cart, a few more online orders. It feels like relief in the moment, but it's really just a bandage over the real problem.

Please see these signs as information, not as proof that something is wrong with you. On the podcast, I put it this way: "There's nothing wrong with you. You're just burnt out, and you need to reset. That's okay. We all need that."

A Client Who Had Never Truly Rested

Recently, a client came to see me feeling stuck. He told me he was exhausted a lot, irritable, and reactive. He wasn't connecting with his wife the way he wanted to. He said he felt almost depressed, but then corrected himself: "I'm not even depressed, really. I'm apathetic. I'm tired, but I can't always sleep. I don't know what I want."

I asked him when he had last taken a break. He mentioned a recent family trip, but as we talked, it became clear that trip wasn't restful at all. He'd spent it caring for a very active child and supporting an anxious spouse. He was meeting everyone else's needs the entire time.

So I asked, "When was the last time you took a trip that was truly restorative, one that actually refueled you?"

He thought for a moment and said, "Never?"

For the next 20 minutes or so, he explained every reason it couldn't happen. Finally, I paused him and said, "Instead of telling me why it can't happen, tell me how it could happen."

That one shift changed the conversation. It was hard for him at first, but slowly he started to see possibilities. Maybe he could take a couple of days. Maybe his wife could support him. Maybe it wasn't as impossible as it felt.

My client isn't different from most of us. We tell ourselves stories about how we're too important to the family to step away, how everything would fall apart without us. And yet, when we finally give ourselves permission, we often come back better than ever. I'd guess that for the vast majority of parents I've worked with, there's a way to make a real break happen. The challenge is letting go of the excuses long enough to find it.

Taking Off the Martyr Badge

Let's talk about something many of us, myself included, do without realizing it. We wear exhaustion like a badge of honor. "I'm so tired. I do all the things. I'm up at 4 a.m. working out, and I still get everything done."

But is that really something to be proud of if we're running on empty? Imagine someone bragging, "Aren't you impressed? I haven't put gas in my car in months, and now it won't drive." It doesn't make sense when we say it that way, does it?

Martyrdom doesn't help anyone, least of all the people we love most. If we could gather our grown children and ask them whether all our over-giving helped them, many would gently say, "You gave too much, and it didn't help the way you thought it would."

So here's a question worth sitting with: if your child were in your shoes, exhausted, depleted, and giving everything away, what would you want them to do? Would you want them to keep pushing, or would you want them to rest? Now offer yourself that same kindness.

When you give yourself permission to recharge, you aren't just caring for yourself. You're modeling for your kids how to care for themselves, now and as adults. You're showing your spouse what it looks like to support each other in rest. As I said on the episode, "If you can't do it for yourself, do it for your family."​

How to Take a Break That Actually Refuels You

A break only helps if it's truly restorative. Here are some ways to make that happen.

Make it long enough. If you've never taken a fully restorative break, 24 hours probably won't cut it. Aim for at least 48 hours. Your mind will tell you that's impossible. I promise it usually isn't.

Prepare your family. Let them know ahead of time what's happening and why. You might say, "Mom needs a break. I haven't been putting gas in my tank, and I've been feeling grumpy and tired. This has nothing to do with you. It's just something I need to do so I can feel like myself again."

Actually disconnect. Put your phone on airplane mode. Let your family know you won't be reachable unless there's a true emergency, and that they should check with the other parent first. Life will go on. It will be okay.

Don't fill the time with more tasks. It's tempting to use a quiet day to finally order Christmas gifts or catch up on email. Don't. This is time to restore, not to be productive in a different location.

Choose what fits your values. Rest looks different for everyone. For some people it's a bath and a good book. For others, it's laughing with friends, a nature walk with a guided meditation, dinner or a movie alone, or planning out what you want for the next five to ten years. For me, it's adventure: new places, new food, and new experiences. I'm planning a mystery trip with my sister right now, and honestly, it costs less than what I'd spend on a tough day of retail therapy.

Ask the people who know you best. If you aren't sure what restores you, ask your loved ones, "When do you see me smiling the most? When do I seem most like myself? When do I lose track of time?" Their answers can point you toward what fills your tank.

Schedule it regularly. I've learned that every six to eight weeks, I need some kind of reset. It doesn't have to be big. Instead of waiting until I'm running on empty, I simply put it on the calendar.

Author Anne Lamott said it beautifully: "Almost everything will work again if you unplug it for a few minutes, including you."

Preparing Now for the Holiday Season

The holidays are beautiful, and they can also bring their own kind of burnout: overspending, over-scheduling, over-giving, and too many sweets. Add shorter days, family stress, and financial pressure, and it's easy to see why so many parents arrive in January feeling depleted.

That's why I encourage you to spiritually create what you want for the winter months now, before the season takes over. Here are two practices that have helped me more than I can say.

Future-email yourself. Each year, I write emails to my future self with lessons I've learned, and schedule them to arrive the following season. Right now, I have reminders arriving from last year: Don't buy too many presents; the kids don't need it. Make things more meaningful. Don't eat so much sugar; you felt terrible last time. Take more meaningful breaks. It's like getting advice from a wiser version of yourself right when you need it.

Find an accountability partner. This often works best with a friend rather than your spouse. Set two or three realistic goals for the holiday season, such as how you want to respond to loved ones, how you want to manage your budget, or how you want to care for your health. I like using a floor goal (the bare minimum on your hardest day) and a ceiling goal (what you'd love to do on your best day). Then meet regularly for lunch or dinner somewhere you enjoy, so checking in feels like a treat rather than a chore.

Researcher Brené Brown wrote, "Daring to set boundaries is about having the courage to love ourselves, even when we risk disappointing others." Sometimes the holidays require that kind of courage.

When Rest Reveals Something Deeper

Generally, when we step away and truly rest, we come back better than ever. But sometimes, even after a good break, something still feels off. That can be a sign that a bigger life reset has been ignored for too long.

As you take time away, ask yourself, "Is there anything I need to explore? Are there small shifts I could make to live a more fulfilled life for both me and my family?" You can simply pull out your phone on a walk or a drive and talk through what comes to mind: what you want for the future, what brings you fulfillment, what aligns with your values, and who you want to become.

For my husband and me, this kind of reflection has led to some of our most meaningful conversations, like dreaming about land and investments, building something for our future and possibly our kids, and talking about how we want to serve and lift others. Planning together in a way that feels connecting helps us be wise instead of letting life happen to us.

Your Next Step

This week, I invite you to write down one burnout warning sign you tend to miss, and one thing you'll do when it shows up. If you're not sure what your warning signs are, ask someone who knows you well: "What do you notice about me before I start feeling reactive, apathetic, or tired?"

Maybe it's more scrolling. Maybe it's more spending, more takeout, or more TV. Often, it's a consumer mentality, grabbing anything to fill a void when what we really need is rest and restoration.

Refueling Your Best Life

I think back to that sunrise-hike video and the version of me standing at the counter with cold leftovers. I used to think the difference between those two moments was the life I had versus the life I wanted. Now I see it differently. The mom on the mountain probably has her own counter, her own leftovers, and her own empty-tank days. The best life isn't found in the perfect picture. It's built through small, repeated stops at the gas station: the weekend away, the phone on airplane mode, the honest conversation, the permission to rest.

You don't have to wait until you're stranded on the side of the road. Pull over now. Fill up. Your family doesn't need a parent who gives until nothing is left. They need you, refueled and fully present, showing them what a fulfilled life actually looks like.

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*Listen to our podcast episodes 364/Beating Fall Burnout and Seasonal Depression: What Are Your Warning Signs Telling You? and 365/"It's Not a Boundary, It's Avoidance": Are We Cutting Off Family Instead of Working Things Out?

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